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a guess, a hope, and a hint.i) when you get there, the tent is piles of paisley and silk patterns, aged with secrecy and incense you can feel before the air even hits you.a guess, a hope, and a hint. by ~ghostporn
and you go in, and she (me) is sitting there like a sphynx and a muse, and a hoodoo dolly
with not a crystal ball, but a grapefruit
and when she smiles at you, all porcelain and pearls
her small hands slice open citrus
and you feel the sting of prophecy
on her lips
ii) it starts with panic.
the car ride is too small and the clouds outside laugh at you
big piles of ice cream on blue
but you get to the beach and everyone is laughing, too
even the clams and the mermaids
and the barnacles
and she's there

an experiment in the effectiveness of cryogenicsthe temperature is dropping like a hatan experiment in the effectiveness of cryogenics by ~ghostporn
slowing to 22, 19, descending
a juggernaut, til
it lands. like the circus is in town
but i am the circus, now
with antarctic insides
outsides
brown eyes
and nobody remembers to bring their coats, or mittens
but i manage
for there is a balrog’s whip
and i am smitten with
the heat that lacerates over my skin
over
all over
and over.

i can't name thisi am so strong right nowi can't name this by ~ghostporn
that i could kill an entire family
with just my teeth
pulling out their eyeballs, strand by strand
drinking all of their lovely blood
perfectly
powerfully
permanently
i am so awful right now
that i could kill an entire family
with just my teeth
watching them scream relentlessly, limb by limb
desecrated
and they will never wake up
ever
ever
ever
i am so sad right now
that i could kill an entire family
with just my teeth
my mom is apologizing for everything, one by one
as she clings to my sister's body
and i deserve this to the
fucking
last
bone
i am so worthless right now
that i could kill an entire family
with just
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